Saturday, August 11, 2007

Not Today

IN a while I will examine the SoCal offer one last time and decide whether I am going to take it or not. In a while I will sift through my job application bookmarks and look for openings again. In a while I will draft a follow up letter to the Boulder company with which I will have an onsite interview the next week, and another one to the SanFo company that I still haven't heard from. In a while I will try to decide if I should change my application strategy. In a while I will wonder about starting to look for jobs in Manila. In a while...

But not today.

Today, I will sit here in the coffee shop and admire the so very nice looking barista behind the counter. The one that makes me quite speechless and causes a silly grin from me while I order. Today I will not worry about jobs. I will just do things that I love doing regardless of my job situation. I will write. I will ruminate. I will people watch. Today, on this Saturday, I will just be. And I will befriend that specter called uncertainty.

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